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Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Worse to Worser

Sorry wordy people. I know you are cringing with "worser"

Yes I'm smiling in those pictures, but inside I'm hurting so bad. I made it a few days without a breakdown. I had three yesterday. Evie will be at KKI for another three weeks. Yep, September 13th is our tentative discharge date.

I'll let that sink in.

Evie should be between 5 and 5.30 kg right now. She is only 4.7 kg. I've been told that breastfeeding is not working and only should do it for bonding. OT and speech will work with her twice a day on bottle feeding. The feeding tube stays in.

Why, why, why...

2 comments:

Aubrey said...

Marisa, three breakdowns in one day is completely okay considering what you're going through. Keep smiling for the camera. Evie is going to look back on those pics some day and be amazed at the strength of her beautiful mother. You're awesome, Marisa. I don't know how you're doing it.

Thinking about you daily.

aerie treska said...

Thinking about you guys every day. Evie is in the best hands.....remember to take care of yourself, too.